A very confused 25 year old

For the last couple years I have known that there is something out there that I should be doing.  Whether it be a job, volunteering, 

career, school........?????

I just can't get my mind around what it is.  What I do know is that it is bigger and better than what I am doing now.  I just wish that life were easier to figure out.  Some people have their path picked out early on in life {like right after High school} but for some reason it has not hit me yet.  For some people their path was clear as day.....

having kids...

going to college....

getting a job they 

have always wanted...

but why isn't it hitting me yet.

I am only 25 but at the same time I am TWENTY FIVE and should 

have SOMETHING in the works.  

I am not a firm believer in fate and I really don't believe that my path has been planned out for me already.  I like to think that I can change anything about it that I want to.  I also know that there has GOT TO BE something great out there for me to do and I can feel it.....but can't find it.  

Will it find me? Will I search my whole life for this "something"? 

Will I not find it in time and the opportunity pass me by?  

Will I make the wrong choice and regret it later in life?

I want to grow old and KNOW that I did what 

I wanted and needed to do in this life.  

I also know that I should not be afraid to make changes.  I should not be afraid to make mistakes.

{Which happens to be one of my biggest challenges....I can't fail}

Why should I be afraid of change and even FAILURE

Signed,

A very confused 25 year old